I don't think I could.
Okay, since I am thinking that you are a entering your late teens, nothing is going to really make sense. But in the hopes that something does...... as long as 'back' isn't to a place where there is a lot of abuse, then you will need to try to focus on the things that bring you joy and will build towards your future. Easy to say, hard to do. Words that I heard once but did not comprehend.And that has been to my eternal regret.
Hi there--I don't know that I have any good answers for you but I wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you. I don't know the specifics of your situation but I think your parents would have a really hard time sending you back. I'm so sorry you're facing this right now, and please feel free to email me anytime you want to firstname.lastname@example.org
Romania is not what it was, and it would never be what it can be. It's a dead end, full with live dead people. My advice is to do everything you can not to be sent here. I hope it doesn't sound too strange.I love how you write.:)